BREAK!

So, I decided to take a short break from things today. After Monday nights crap, I really don't feel so good until now.

Honestly taking a break from school was a bad idea in a way other than the fact I got to sleep longer.

I started pondering on past events and how it resulted to how I'm feeling now and all. Not good. To top it all off, studying matters filled my overloaded head and I became more tensed up. I was kinda shocked that my mum noticed this weird change to my mood.

Therefore, she did what she does best which is call up my sis to talk to me. LOL. This always ends up with me and my sis talking bout how mummy is so worried and panicky over every single matter.

So since my sis called, I poured out everything to her. She gave me advice which was so different from anyone elses one. But being stubborn, I'm still considering it. Everything must seem pretty vague to you readers (if there's any) but if you think harder and read my Twitter updates, ya'll know ;)

So yea, went for tuition today too with my new found glum look. People kept staring at me throughout my journey from the public bus to CS to another public bus till tuition. Is there a ponteng sekolah word written on my head or what?! Or it must have been my weird shaped hair, like a chickens butt mixed with pineapple top. I crap a lot :)

I still feel shitty and nothings gonna change it except you. Do something. Actually I dont know why I bother writting it here cos I know you dont read this.

Messy & Messier

Its been long, this place seems to foreign. Been kinda busy and seriously thought of quitting blogging permenantly. But decided not to later onwards.

STUFF I WAS UP TO (NOT INTERESTING):

*Exams for two weeks
*Endless tuitions
*Decided not o do medicine at all cos I can't
*Preparing for IU
*Walking around zombi-ishly
*Feeling pretty down
*Loads of Big Bowl session *burrp*
*Wrote an extremely longg card for Evonne

Nothing interesting happens anymore. Its either plain sad stuff or stressful stuff. Pinches of happy stuff in between.

HAVE TO cut my hair cos its dropping excessively. Major balding session going on. Looking for styles now.

I really need to talk to him about us.

Wants to buy grey skinnies from Padini, heels, flats and loads of tees :)

Yea, thats about whats sums up my sad lil life. Gosh I sound bloody emo. I want milk and Famous Amos Hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Chocolate Chip Cookies :) And a book.

Anyone, please get me a nice Sidney Sheldon story book or something motivational. Anything :) Thanks. Breaking Dawn :)