[MV HQ ENG SUB]Super Junior (슈퍼주니어) - 미인아 (Bonamana) / Beautiful Girl (O...

Currently addicted to this song thanks to Hazel XD

Thoughts & Random Crap

Honestly a part of me gives up on blogging. Its either I lack inspiration or my life is just plain boring. Maybe I'd go with the first on. Well I doubt anyone visits this page at all.

Having thoughts of moving to some other place or well, changing the current link and crap.

We'll see how things go after the exams. Hair currently falling at a very high and dangerous rate. NOT GOOD.

Need to go to Yun Nam. Problem is no one wanna bring and spend money cos its EXPENSIVE!

So I guess I'll have to do what I fear most and snip off some lock of hair. *gulp* What if i look like that round mud ball again back in form three *double gulp*

Still contemplating if I should give in my phone to my dad before the bill comes and I'm screwed. I THINK I SHALL. But life's gonna be hard :( My bad.

Till the next few centuries, bon voyage! :) Why am I crapping?

BREAK!

So, I decided to take a short break from things today. After Monday nights crap, I really don't feel so good until now.

Honestly taking a break from school was a bad idea in a way other than the fact I got to sleep longer.

I started pondering on past events and how it resulted to how I'm feeling now and all. Not good. To top it all off, studying matters filled my overloaded head and I became more tensed up. I was kinda shocked that my mum noticed this weird change to my mood.

Therefore, she did what she does best which is call up my sis to talk to me. LOL. This always ends up with me and my sis talking bout how mummy is so worried and panicky over every single matter.

So since my sis called, I poured out everything to her. She gave me advice which was so different from anyone elses one. But being stubborn, I'm still considering it. Everything must seem pretty vague to you readers (if there's any) but if you think harder and read my Twitter updates, ya'll know ;)

So yea, went for tuition today too with my new found glum look. People kept staring at me throughout my journey from the public bus to CS to another public bus till tuition. Is there a ponteng sekolah word written on my head or what?! Or it must have been my weird shaped hair, like a chickens butt mixed with pineapple top. I crap a lot :)

I still feel shitty and nothings gonna change it except you. Do something. Actually I dont know why I bother writting it here cos I know you dont read this.

Messy & Messier

Its been long, this place seems to foreign. Been kinda busy and seriously thought of quitting blogging permenantly. But decided not to later onwards.

STUFF I WAS UP TO (NOT INTERESTING):

*Exams for two weeks
*Endless tuitions
*Decided not o do medicine at all cos I can't
*Preparing for IU
*Walking around zombi-ishly
*Feeling pretty down
*Loads of Big Bowl session *burrp*
*Wrote an extremely longg card for Evonne

Nothing interesting happens anymore. Its either plain sad stuff or stressful stuff. Pinches of happy stuff in between.

HAVE TO cut my hair cos its dropping excessively. Major balding session going on. Looking for styles now.

I really need to talk to him about us.

Wants to buy grey skinnies from Padini, heels, flats and loads of tees :)

Yea, thats about whats sums up my sad lil life. Gosh I sound bloody emo. I want milk and Famous Amos Hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Chocolate Chip Cookies :) And a book.

Anyone, please get me a nice Sidney Sheldon story book or something motivational. Anything :) Thanks. Breaking Dawn :)

Do Random Shiatz

Yummy yum yum.. Gosh this just makes my mouth water. Especially the chocolate waffle!

I'm not gonna explain my disappearance as it happens like really often. Point is I'm a lazy ass. :)

Been pretty boring lately. Haven't one out for even one movie this year... YET! XD hehe!

Other than that, I've been getting fatter and fatter. I can only fit into like 4 of my going out tees. How pathetic is that?!

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Currently hooked on:

GLEE!



Its so freaking awesome. And the songs rock :)

Mark Saling is so cutee :)

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I owe loads of people birthday presents. Gimme time to get it please :) not only broke but haven't gone out surveying for stuff either.

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I realized i actually love art exhibitions. Went to the Page One Academy exhibition in Plaza Pelangi. I was impressed. :) so damn nice!! They had one in Danga City Mall last year, sorta missed it. Gonna start going for more art exhibitions. :) I find it enlightening and interesting. Feels like I've been zapped into that certain art piece.

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Veena loves Evonne , Eng Sze May and Hazel a lot! XD

Arranged you all in alphabetical order ah. Don't fight!

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I feel the colour that you like describes your personality :)

Like BLUE, Evonne is calming and friendly.

Like ORANGE, May is flamboyant and energetic.

Talk about energetic wei. Make me climb up and down Block D like a million times. Haha :)

Like RED, Hazel is joyful and confident.

I like blue by the way :)

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Off to watch Alice In Wonderland now :)

Week's Review

Finally found the time and the right ambience to blog peacefully. These past two weeks have been one hell of a roller coaster ride. Loads of ups and downs. Loads of downs mostly, but oh well, I'll pick myself up in a jiffy.

Well, basically I learnt loads of things these week. And it can be summarised to:

1. The Importance Of Delegating

Being in many clubs and associations, as well as having posts in well... all of them, it is definately important to delegate your work. I found myself literally dying under all the pressure trying to keep my prefect reports and what knots up to date, make sure the Interact activity calendar goes according to plan as well as attending marching practice everyday. So a lil help from my vice was all I needed. And thank you so much Najwa for all your help. Truly appreciated. I feel like a whole sack full of worries and problems have been lifted off my shoulders when I delegated the work.

In the past, I was horrid at delegating work and doing group activities. I always find myself being the one to carry out the responsibility on my own. It was cos' of many lil reasons such as trust issues and being a perfectionist. In the past, I didnt really trust others when I give them jobs to do so I ended up doing most of it myself. I even had this weird slight fear that the font or size that the other person uses is ugly or messy. Oh yea, those good ol' perfectionist days. Glad its gone. The key to not having much stress and pressure is to DELEGATE. To delegate, you need TRUST.

2. During An Emergency, Drop Everything And HELP

The title speaks for itself. And I shall not elaborate here. Sensitive issue. lol.

3. We've gotta stop fighting like 5 days a week

Yet another thing I would not elaborate on here. Just that the person I love a lot, is the person I quarrel with the most. Why oh why? :(

4. Its Okay Not To Please Everyone.

This week was real shocking one too. I found myself saying no more often than usual. Oddly I feel much better. I'm kind of a people pleaser or basically I just can't say NO or if I'm unhappy about something, I dont usually voice it out. I just be pissed for the moment. And in 5 minutes, well, forgiven and forgotten. So yea, I stood up for my rights, my beliefs, opinions and myself X)

5. Even If You're Teacher Is A Bore, Don't Be Sarcastic

This is really depressing. Seeing how almost the whole class was making fun and throwing sarcastic remarks at our physics tuition teahcer just cos they wanted to go back early. I really feel bad for old people and they doing that to him is pure mean. Like come on la, no matter how boring he is or how much you dont understand or how much you dont wanna see another experiment cos the bell already rang, please dont yawn out loud with your smelly mouth or make a joke which aint funny but just pure mean. And sadly half the dumb ass class even laughed at the lame ass joke. Ask him to explain it again or something. I hate people who make fun or disturb old people. I have a soft spot for them. One day all this kiddos who laughed and especially the ones who made fun of him are so gonna get it thrown right back at their crap ass face. AHHH! So much of anger.

Finally, my new hot stuff :)

The Clock Is Freaking Ticking..

Just like the bunny in Alice In Wonderland, always chasing time, so am I.

Okay, that did not sound as poetic as indeed. Scrap that!

But yea, I'm still chasing time. I'm lacking of it. Due to my horrid time management skills of course.

Loads of suggestion papers to do, information forms, dates for activities, etc. KILL ME!

Not to mention, I haven't studied anything from form four, YET.

I so can't wait for SPM to be over. Like seriously. Was having a convo with Sze May earlier.

After SPM, we're crashing over at whoever's place, whoever who welcomes us :) for a movie marathon. Loads of cetak rompak DVD's XD I love cetak rompak! LOL! Its cheap, clear and satisfying.

Still not so sure on what course I'd like to do after SPM. Almost nothing seems interesting to me. Or maybe I just havent really surveyed it and I guess I'm just a lazy bumb. I prefer things planned out for me. Most of the time. But not always :)

Well, I'm outta stuff to crap about again. Till the next time.

9 days of freedom

Chinese New Year is here. At last! For the holidays of course :)

Seriously need a break to finish up my long lost procrastinated homework as usual, the usual school extra activities crap and well study. Depressing. I actually can’t wait to finish Form Five. Though I know I’ll miss it.

Things this whole week haven’t been too good. Loads of downs than ups. Been having loads of misunderstandings, bad news and quarrels. Sigh. When will all this end?

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I want new story books. Its nice to curl up under the sheets with a book in hand. And hot peach tea :) I’m so having this lil reading corner in the attic of my future home :)

DREAMS.DREAMS.DREAMS

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Thinking of SERIOUSLY cutting my hair short. Alright, i know I’ve been saying this a couple of times but I failed to do so. But maybe I will, this week. MAYBE.

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On a happier note, Cassan got 4th placing for the national level anti bribery essay writing competition. WOOHOO! You made us proud. LOL. :)

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Having friends is great. Especially when you have ones like Evonne and Najwa. Real sweet, funny, caring clowns :) love you guys both so superr much!

loads of random stuff

 

I’m bacckkkk! From Sze May’s crib. Went there to do some BM Presentation which was done in like 10 minutes or so. Spent almost two hours playing and digging for stuff. Really really fun :)

Sze May’s room is like really nice and comfy. Loads of stuff for me to dig and play with. I’m actually blogging from Windows Live Writer, THANKS TO THE LIL MUNCHKIN who taught me. So much easier :)

How I wished I had my own room but fat hopes! Besides, I’ll be most probably in some other country (fingers crossed) in a few years time. Oh well, I’ll take Interior Decorating as a side course then :)

Speaking of courses, for the time being I’m settling with Nutrition & Dietetics. Though I have loads of side courses in mind which I’d like to take :)

Sony Ericsson Aino

Goshness! Someone please get me anyone of this stuff because I’m deprived of techie stuff. Seriously DEPRIVED!

Haven’t changed my hand phone since Form 2. The camera is like 2.0 megapixels. And I’ve been using my Sony camera since 2006 which is only 7.2 megapixels. What else? I don’t own a PSP or playstation. Okay, I’m drowning in self pity now.

On a lighter note, here’s some stuff happening around school :)

Our English Short Stories Presentation

My awesome artwork for Najwa. XD

May’s name using stationary.

Vivian.Cassan.Freako Evonne

 

Najwa. Fatin. Tasha. May :)

Better start taking more pics instead of solely relying on Sze May since the small spoilt brat got a new camera. Hehehe XD

That sums up my fourth week of school I guess.

Into The Third Week

I'm done with the second week of school. I'm slowly adapting to everything. Its a part of my daily routine now. I'm glad I'm copping well :)

I still haven't made my 2010 Goals To Achieve list yet. Will be doing it ASAP.

Other than to get 10A's and hopefully a few A+'s in between, I'm gonna adopt a more positive outlook on life :) I find it eas to motivate myself these days. I'm glad about that.

I've started my vegetarian diet for Thaipusam. :)

I've been feeling down recently cos' of your mood swings. Its eally affecting me. I'd love to help you, but you wont let me.

Home and even school seems like the best place to be. Cos its the only place where I laugh my socks off :) thanks buddies.

So I've opted to feel good songs to be happy. And there happens to be loads of them :)

Don't Let Me Fall - Lenka (I soo love this :)

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble

Good Life- One Republic

Finally I'm Here

Finally this week is officially over! I really can't put my feelings into words right now.

Form 5 is so stressful or more specifically 2010.

Things to do, planning ahead, tuitions, getting things done ASAP.

The list goes on. Things are gonna be more hectic next week.

Marching starts next week plus gotta plan Interact activities.

Gotta get loads of form 4 Chemistry in my thick head. Goshness!

Today was killer. Form 1 and Form 2 juniors, my goodness. Not gonna say anything here but they are certainly not like the previous batches. I still remember my form 1 days.

Other than the fact I was scared of my seniors, I actually looked up to them and respected them.

I was like more than happy to do donkey work also. LOL. Besides, its just a lil work, no harm.

I really miss our ex-form 5 seniors. The schools kinda different without them. Like what Sze May said, there's no one to go to for advice.

Things are different now, I'm still alive. Thank god.

Don't wanna think of whats in store next week though. Not like I have a choice. :/

*I'm not gonna choose between the both of you so please don't make it hard for me*